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How to make a Tasia
Ingredients:
1 part jealousy
5 parts brilliance
3 parts joy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of sadness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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08.22.05 (6:29 am)   [edit]

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Walk to school...
08.12.05 (7:19 pm)   [edit]
Timmy was a little five year old boy that his Mom loved very much and, being a worrier, she was concerned about him walking to school when he started Kindergarten. She walked him to school the couple of days but when he came home one day, he told his mother that he did not want her walking him to school everyday. He wanted to be like the "big boys." He protested loudly, so she had an idea of how to handle it.

She asked a neighbor, Mrs. Goodnest, if she would surreptitiously follow her son to school, at a distance behind him that he would not likely notice, but close enough to keep a watch on him. Mrs. Goodnest said that since she was up early with her toddler anyway, it would be a good way for them to get some exercise as well so she agreed.

The next school day, Mrs. Goodnest and her little girl, Marcy, set out following behind Timmy as he walked to school with another neighbor boy he knew. She did this for the whole week.

As the boys walked and chatted, kicking stones and twigs, the little friend of Timmy noticed that this same lady was following them as she seemed to do every day all week. Finally, he said to Timmy, "Have you noticed that lady following us all week? Do you know her?"

Timmy nonchalantly replied, "Yea, I know who she is."

The little friend said, "Well who is she?"

"That's just Shirley Goodnest" Timmy said.

"Shirley Goodnest? Who the heck is she and why is she following us?"

"Well," Timmy explained, "every night my Mom makes me say the 23rd Psalm with my prayers 'cuz she worries about me so much. And in it, the prayer psalm says, "Shirley Goodnest and Marcy shall follow me all the days of my life," so I guess I'll just have to get used to it.

 
I was wrong..
08.12.05 (7:15 pm)   [edit]
   I had a preconceived notion that my life..our lives were different from everyone else's. I thought that our friendship was strong enough to make it through all the turmoils life throws at us. Sadly I was wrong. I was wrong to think that all best friends are inseparable..I was wrong to think that at the end of each difficult day I'd have that friendship to lean on, I was wrong to base my earlier years on that frienship and fashion my life around it's existence. With each day that passes I learn something. Today I learned that friendship is not something we gain, wrap neatly in a box and palce under our beds. Friendship is something that needs to be nurtured..something that takes time to grow..something that will die if neglected..something that requires work and believe me, some require more work than others. I believe that everything happens for a reason..something in my life happened for a reason still unknown to me but I will not base my life on figuring out what that reason is. I will continue to make new friends with the knowledge that I can lose them or keep them but at the end of the day I will be happy for the moments we spent together.
 
Share your smile! :)
08.08.05 (9:21 am)   [edit]



 
The Best I ever had..Vertical Horizon
08.07.05 (5:32 am)   [edit]
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing’s quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I’m just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Chorus
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t need me back
You’re just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can’t take it so i
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You’re always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I’m haunted

Chorus
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
I don’t want you back
You’re just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever
 
Thank you...
08.07.05 (5:22 am)   [edit]

Thank you for loving me


The way I am supposed to be loved.


Thank you for holding me


When I need a hug.


 


Thank you for teaching me


Lessons I can’t learn in school.


Thank you for staying with me


Even though I am not ‘cool.’


 


Thank you for listening


To every problem and sorrow.


Thank you for giving me strength


So I could live till tomorrow.


 


Thank you for being my guide


When I was lead astray.


Thank you for your encouragements


Each stressful day.


 


Thank you for caring for me


With a heart that is so deep.


Thank you for your friendship


That makes each day complete.


 


 By: Tasia

 
Promise...
08.07.05 (5:16 am)   [edit]

Promise you'll never leave my side  & nbsp;  


Even when I push you away


Promise you'll never run and hide


When you realise I'm not here to stay.


 


Promise you'll never forget me


Long after I've gone


Promise that you'll think of me


Each awaking morn.'


 


Promise you'll always love my heart


Even when you hate my face


Promise that when we're part


My kiss you can always taste


 


Promise that when I'm gone


You'll not frown or shed a tear


Promise that our song


Is music you'll forever hear?    & nbsp;   &n bsp;


    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp; 


By:Tasia

 
A new beginning...
08.06.05 (12:47 pm)   [edit]

I’ve travelled on the dark side of life,


And it wasn’t a pleasant journey.


I’ve ended my strife,


Of being sad and lonely.


I’m a different person,


From whom I was yesterday.


Now I have a reason,


To enjoy life like they say.


To admire the reflection,


That stares at me in the glass.


Be proud of less than perfection,


And be content at last.


I no longer have to cry,


Over things I cannot change.


All the pain I felt has died,


It lived past its age.


A smile shines across my face,


It shows how I feel inside.


Today I received the grace,


To speak the words of my mind.


Events in life change us,


Make us stronger than before.


Some even try to destroy us,


But they just open a new door.


To a life we could not find,


Without such pain.


A life where we don’t hide,


The feelings we gain.


Now I know how it feels,


To discover my true self.


I cherish what my heart reveals,


What I’ve known and always felt.


 


 By:Tasia

 
It was...
08.06.05 (12:41 pm)   [edit]



It was my morning sun
That brightened my dullest day.
I can't believe it gone,
It's departed and ran away.

It was my whole world;
I wanted nothing more.
Not wealth, fame or gold,
Just something to adore.

It was my night sky,
So dark and mysterious.
First I felt like a star up on high,
Then like a forgotten spec of dust.

It was my deepest desire;
Like a fairytale u see.
I's absence burns like fire
And hurts each part of me.
 


 


By:Tasia

 
Your love...
08.06.05 (12:39 pm)   [edit]

Your love has taught me to be proud.


I’ve learnt to keep my head up


And look for the sunshine behind the cloud.


 


Your love has taught me to achieve.


I know my dreams are within my grasp


And I have the ability to succeed.


 


Your love has taught me to pray.


I know that I have to say my prayers,


With each day I awake.


 


Your love has taught me to move on.


Sometimes we’re faced with perils,


But we always have to be strong.


 


Your love has taught me to live.


I won’t hold back anything


Of my all will I give.


 


Tasia

 
Another poetic rambling..
08.05.05 (7:24 am)   [edit]

Baby remember when we used to say


“I love you more each waking day.”


I never thought life would be so unfair


And I thought you were the one who cared.


 


Baby look at where our lives have gone


I used to think my heart was strong


But now I sit thinking of your face


And how I wish you were right here; in this place.


 


 I never understood your way


Of thinking I was a game you played.


You told once I was the one for you


But now we know your words weren’t true.


 


You’ve made my tears run freely from my eyes


I tried to hide it but my heart cannot lie.


I’m still in love with you but it hurts so much


To long for something I cannot touch.


 


I know I cannot call you mine


I know that in life there comes a time


When hearts have to try to free


All the pains of love they feel.


 


And this time my love, has dawned


I realised it early this morn.’


It’s the hour of my heart’s goodbye


This time it’s not a lie.


 


Tasia.


  

 
Don't tell me..
08.05.05 (7:18 am)   [edit]



Don’t tell me to look beyond the darkness


I cannot see through closed eyes.


Don’t tell me to listen to the music


I cannot hear with deaf ears.


Don’t tell me to feel your pain


I cannot sense the untouchable.


Don’t tell me to dance around you


I cannot move a smitten statue.


Don’t tell me to believe in you


I cannot change your fate.


Don’t tell me to hold my tears


I cannot stop a raging river.


Don’t tell me to hold you close


I cannot hold what’s never there.


Don’t tell me to share my love


I cannot share what is not mine.


Don’t tell me to hope for the best


I cannot change our destiny.


Don’t tell me to love you


I can break into many pieces.


Don’t tell me to run after you


I can heal without your presence. 


Tasia.

 
Thanks to God
08.11.04 (3:57 pm)   [edit]
THANKS TO GOD
I pray that this will bless you as it blessed me.

Hello God,
I called tonight
To talk a little while
I need a friend who'll listen
To my anxiety and trial.
You see, I can't quite make it
Through a day just on my own...
I need your love to guide me,
So I'll never feel alone.
I want to ask you please to keep
My family safe and sound.
Come and fill their lives with confidence
For whatever fate they're bound.
Give me faith, dear God, to face
Each hour throughout the day,
And not to worry over things
I can't change in any way.
I thank you God for being home
And listening to my call,
For giving me such good advice
When I stumble and fall.
Your number, God, is the only one
That answers every time.
I never get a busy signal,
Never had to pay a dime.
So thank you, God, for listening
To my troubles and my sorrow.
Good night, God, I love You too,
And I'll call again tomorrow!

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